Embracing the Moment

On February 2, I shared that I would be working on my dissertation, my goal to graduate in May. Well, I underestimated the actual work that needs to be done (surprise!). Despite what progress I have made, I’ve been stuck, hit pitfalls, have been overwhelmed and disappointed. And as I have continued to practice the Welcoming Prayer (I let go of my desire for security, affection, and control and embrace this moment as it is - see Feb 13), I am really okay with not meeting my anticipated timeline. Then an unexpected gift this morning reinforced the value of practicing prayer and choosing to embrace the moment.

My quiet time was not exactly quiet as my little friend was up before dawn, but it was peaceful in my room. Amid the gentle glow of oil lamps, Josephine settled on the floor writing and coloring by book light. She honored the quiet hour, pretty much! This may not have been my preferred beginning to the day, but as I let go and embraced the moment, delight settled in. Then…

She left and returned for me to read “O, the Places You’ll Go!” by Dr. Seuss. It was inscribed by a dear friend and given to me when I was ordained 10 years ago. I haven’t read it since. As I began reading, my heart swelled with the gift of this moment that I did not know I needed. With Josephine by my side, Dr. Seuss (and my giving friend) hugged me with his words of strength, perseverance, and the reality of getting stuck and meeting pitfalls along the way. I pause even now as I marvel at the graciousness of the gifts that come when I let go of my own desire. Wow. Had I allowed my initial frustration over being interrupted this morning lead me, I would have totally missed the gift of this moment.

Lessons from walking the Camino de Santiago continue with me as I mind my steps.

So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that Life’s
a Great Balancing Act.
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.
And never mix up your right foot with your left.

thank you, Dr. Seuss

In this together…
Amy